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Misconception of Mastectomy : Devastating Consequence






"Can I walk again ?"she asked with a smile.
I'm not sure if she's smiling for real or she's faking it but for me, I felt as if she's suffering inside.
She's smiling for the world around.



"Why you didn't do mastectomy when you first diagnosed with breast cancer 2 years ago? "I asked her.

"I don't know.Many said you can't walk,it will be painful etc.I thought chemo alone would be sufficient.I don't know who will take care of me when I can't walk.That's why Dr."

"Your doctor didn't tell you anything?"I questioned.

"She did but.."she paused for a moment.

"Did you discuss with anyone before you decide?"I asked again.

"No..but I was completely fine for two years.I went to work with bicycle, I was very happy and active.Just past three days I can't" really move my legs."


Her husband passed away 4 years ago.They adopted a son but she mentioned that the 19 years old boy doesn't care that much about her.

When I knew her history,that sentence 'I was happy' hurts me.
I could feel her pain but I can't do much except talk to her often,took care of her.
That's all.All my knowledge,all my empathy meant nothing I felt.

Each person crossed our life for a reason.
This video was because of her,for other people like her.
If you know anyone that facing such problem , clueless regarding treatment, procedure nor the process,feel free to mail or dm me.
If I don't know, I have such kind hearted surgeon and consultant from O&G and surgical to discuss with and willpwill the knowledge to you.
Goodday.

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Next Department: Surgical

At last I finished O&G with lots of dramas.
My second posting was Surgical.
Completely a new chapter,new environment.
For every single thing,we have to refer and request,my biggest uncomfortable aspect in medical.
Unlike Bangladesh,here everything seems complicated. As well as my life.
Day 3 in new department and I'm not liking it that much;maybe for now.
"What should I do?"I asked my self.
Let's compose the second song.
That's what I felt and I sat to write the lyrics..
"Write a song for me this time,"she asked.
I smiled and penned my second song for her.
It's a different feeling,to be honest a feeling that I can't put into words.
Not into love but the feeling that there is someone who is crazy about you is more than enough.
She is indeed magical.
Annoying,young girl with lots of dramatic expectations which doesn't suits me at all.
Yet,it seems different.
A single song changed everything, let's see how my next song gona impact my life.

















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