Self Soothing


There're days when you don't feel like starting your day,mind and body simultaneously seems  uncooperative bombarded with prostaglandins ,good friends became  strangers,nice friends unfollowed you from their circle,people changed,every habits that makes you alive once seems no more serving you,the colourful world seems dark and grey,lack of coziness.That's when you realize that things never happen to you,it happens for you.When the whole mind and soul clouded by pessimism,that's an internal reminder to dust off all the negativity and stick to the routine because habits is what makes us.After years,I learnt that, the one quality that could make all the difference in life is self soothing.When you know how to make yourself better on your own without anyone's help,everything around you that tries to harm your peace is a choice not a necessity.



Election Day



That's my primary school.

9th May 2018


💜


9th May after 7th May

It's her birthday 🎂









Prepared my meal.

Along with my supplements.

Spent sometime with her.




Done with the meeting.
















Here again after 3 years.

The best feeling in the world,solitude .You owns you.








I owned this whole space for today like how I used to felt on 7th May every year since 2011,like I owned the whole world on this day.Including a day before and a day after 7th May to be precise.

I just wana be alone.
7/5 ritual,cursed perhaps.


That's my diary. "CONFIDENTIAL " 😆

Honestly that's not any of the supplements.
#Arjunreddystyle


I saw her everyday in my dreams.

Craving from nowhere.




The whole world looks dark.

That's  how I sleep.At a corner,without bedsheet.Otherwise I can't sleep.😑










More work.






Road with less traffic due to school holiday.Preparation for Malaysia general election PRU 14,2018 9th May going strong. 'Who cares'
Indians are the minorities but their drama and all the fuss on Fb and whatsApp regarding politics is so fucking annoying.
What to do ,we Indian loves drama,same goes to me ,right 😆😆



Morning cardio after temple.

A prayer for her won't do any harm right?☺

I just can't stop being hungry,for food and something else in life which I don't know how to put into words.







They best thing is,it's overrrrr,same as 7th May 🤗!!!



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