Lakdhesz

Life as a GP Doctor

From the phase of being a medical student at Bangladesh, passed final exam after 8 years,

waited for housemanship for 1 year, started and completed housemanship for 3 years-after

multiple extension period in almost every department (except Surgical and Ortho because

I liked them) to the phase of leaving government .

Now being a resident doctor at a private clinic; such a rollercoaster journey I would

say.

It's been 15 years.

Well, why it's all started is no more relevant.

The dream, the reasons, the enthusiasm, it's no more .

In medical school,I wanted to be a forensic pathologist.

At HTAR,I wanted to be a surgeon. The journey went well and I went to

Hospital Taiping and from no where everything changed.

For many of us, our plans and God's plan doesn't tally.

Blessing in disguise?Maybe, I don't know yet.

Received email to continue Master of Surgery from a private college but

deep inside ,I wished to do something else this year before pursue that.

I want to be a successful and profitable trader by end of this year.

Then will focus with master.

Monthly meeting

Workout

My clinic

Trade

Food

My world,my Shiv

Trading

Watch Penang Video here

The week went well.

Melaka,Penang,Sepang.Great memories but deep inside something was lacking.Years later I came back to my senses.

This isn’t enough.I have everything I once prayed for.Job ,wife,son,puppies.

Money is always on the up and down trend but it’s manageable.

What else can I do?

I know medicine,fitness,can create websites,learnt to code and do app,blog,vlog,compose song,etc etc etc

But I am a jack of all trades master of none.

I can do many things but I didn’t master any of them up to greatness.

I don’t feel being 100 % present,being in the zone.

Then something new came into my life.Something that I used to hate.I thought it’s a gamble.I hate it and I avoid those who are doing it.

Trading.I used to feel traders are lifeless;until everything changed 20 days ago.

When I try to learn it,I felt this is my thing.

If i can study medicine for 8 years,I can learn anything.That’s what I felt when for the first 3 days I blindly pressing buy and sell try to make few penny and be happy of it.Reality kicked in when I lost my first 21USD capital.

I took a break,bought 2 books and started to read and memories it.Nights occupied with hours of learning videos.2 days later I started back.

The same 21USD ,10 days later I turned it into 333USD.

It feelts great but each trade was an emotional rollercoaster especially yesterday’s night aft NFP’s new.(I made this post week ago)Market went crazy.

I have to learn more.If I can master this,I can help those who are struggling financially as well.

Setting 2025’s resolution few weeks earlier .Time to work on it.