Two days back.

two day's back:
continuation of Religion isn't a matter in health.

..I went again to ward number 30,just to visit this lady..She's 52 years old and a post operative patient..She just undergone a total hysterectomy with bilateral salpingo-oophorectomy with total omentectomy..Quite a long name to remember right..I first met this lady a week ago...She was my patient during a long case class exam..She looks innocent,a face that you won't forget easily once you saw.I was taking history generally..

First thing I told her was,"Aunty,ammi bideshi manuss,ammi bengali janne,kintu kup balo nei..ammi akon porikhar ashei..Please ammar'ke  help korein.
(Aunty,I'm a foreigner and my Bengali is not that good..Please help me.I'm having exam..)

First thing she asked  was,'what is your religion..?
I said, hindu..

She seems excited because she is a hindu too.A cooperative patient actually..Then madam came..

she asked ,
'are you a foreigner?..

I said ,'yes madam..'
then she said a word that i can't recall..and she asked me do you know the meaning?

I said,No.

She said,it means you..a student that is not regular to classes and lazy..

I kept quiet  and  then i said,i admit that i'm a problematic student.But,this is my favorite ward,so i'm regular here..  *checkmate -i didn't realize that my stupid bold move will leads me to checkmate.

Since that,every question she asked was just to lock me down..In the end,she said,my diagnosis was wrong..I just nodded and stand in silences.*one more heroic attempt,then i will stay here for another 10 years without passing gynecology. 

At last,madam went..

Before I leave,I gave her some money..she neglected it until I  forced her to take it.. 

Since then,at times,I will visit her...Two days back is the latest.She was very happy to see me..I just smile and asked 

how are you aunty?

She said she is fine now..The pain is no more and she said doctor asked her to go to this place which she don't know then (it's the radiology department for radiotherapy since she is suffering from metastatic ovarion tumor).Without knowing what it is,she said,i'm going back tomorrow and i will be fine and will die when i'm 80..I just smiled.. 

Then she ask, don't you have class tomorrow?
i said ,yes aunty,why? 
'Then how are  you spending time visiting me..
Why aunty?why not?,I asked .
She said,'other student said they don't even have time to eat,but you came here this night to visit me?
I just smiled..wonder..

"No time at all for medical student,It's like drinking water from a  big hose pipe.."

Is this true?Should ask my dearest med student friends out there one day.

From my own experiences,medical sciene  has never been easy-said by one of my close friend.
A true and wise word.For some,it might be easy,for some it might be hard..but there's no such thing as being too busy .If you really  want something,you will make time for it..I want to see her.I want it the most at that time.

Basically,'most'-(i really meant most-,not all medical student)
medical student will love humans.They love to interact with patient in a gentle manner-(except the one that drives you nut..usually laa..)

I love humans too..I really do, except  humans under few criteria..Those idiots killing each other in the name of religion and bastard kids that rape,fight,causing fucking nuisance,and killing each other.-for various fucking reasons like drug,fucked  up relationships,stupid boy love stupid girl and vice verse ,in the name of gangs that  never gives you even  half cent  and so many idiotic reason.

#medstudent out there,If i'm wrong or my words hurt any one's feeling,please forgive me.

by 
Lakdhes