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Snake Bite and Ai





"What will happen to the people that staying at such places if it keeps raining for days?"he asked.
"I don't know",I replied while turning the next page of  The Intelligent Investor.
"What will be the worst thing to do in next 10 years?"he continued.
"Terrorism,being a criminal?"I replied with a questioning tone.
"Why?"he asked with a shock.
"Of course it will be the most fucked up thing to do with the latest  technology and social media.People will easily locate you right?"I replied.
"So do you think Ai and robots will overtake us?"he asked his next doubt.
"Maybe.For an example,nowadays machines can return our exact balance doesn't matter coins or notes at LRT stations.So who knows,artificial intelligence and robots could overtake us",I replied with a smile trying to ignore him.




"Do you think snakes will enter their house if its flooded?",he still wondering the same but I remained silent.
"Do you think Ai will overtake doctors in the future"?he continued.
"It was a good question but only God knows the answer.Many knows the difference between the bite of a poisonous and non poisonous snakes.For an example,if its poisonous ,there will be 2 long fangs and in case of non poisonous snake,there will be several small teeth. From the mark we could identify the nature of the snakes.Just by watching movies and by searching on net,we will have an idea that by giving the polyvalent anti snake venom,it will neutralize the venom.During  real situations,it doesnt be that simple.The important thing that running against us during emergencies is time.Apart from all the general measures and first aid,the snake should be identify because when the snake has been identified, monovalent serum which is better and more potent can be given.Other than that,since there are neuro and haemotoxic venom ,we must be accurate with the type of  the snake.For an example,in cobra bite,there will be neuromuscular blockade so paralysis can occurs.For that neostigmine and atropine should be given.If its a viper bite,DIC is common so heparin should be given.We can confirm the snake venom by ELISA,but its expensive and time consuming",I explained.

"So they will die is it?"he wondered.

"I don't know,maybe.From my experience,I have  never seen people die just like that from a snake bite.They get something worse than that;amputations of the body parts like hand and leg because of gangrene.Even with debridement and proper care,the surrounding tissue around the bite wound keep dying in some",I shared my experiences.
He nodded and asked me again,"so do you think Ai and robots will overtake us?"


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Ex


During my holidays,I went back to certain places to refresh that old feeling.I had a feeling like this will never repeat again .When I went to these places,stopped for awhile and observed what I'm actually feeling inside,I realized something.
The thing was,there was some kind of nostalgic feeling inside but it doesn't feel like living the same moments again.The places in the past,the people that I met,I dont miss them.I missed the feelings that they made me feel then.

















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I still remember this day.


I took this from a parking lot back in 2009 Dec.He used to delivered my stuff using his Kelisa.
Now he owns few branches around Penang


I thought he will be a policeman,but he is a professional photographer  now.



During Form 6


Form 4





That's how ugly was my work.
Form 3




When I see this now,I wondered how she could love me that much..hehe..


I too tried to make something for her.It worked but ugly as usual. 





























School day's puppy love.People said its not easy to forget that first love and etc..It took me years to realize that its not about first or second.Its about how much each love meant for us.When I recall back,I realized I dont miss them at all.I just missed certain good feeling that I  felt back then.Whenever we're not with the person anymore,it seems like the mind only  remember the good things.It ignores the bad stuff about them.Maybe its because our mind doesn't bother about them anyone. 

Back to Bangladesh





One last rep til we meet again.
Irony of life,I got up here but later, gona go to bed 3900km's away from here.Tanx to Orville and Wilbur.
Its gona be a longgg lonely day.

Lessons




14 attempts which ended up as failures,dozens of pages of ways why it failed,uncountable lessons,improvement and new relationships.This few months gave so much of pain and joy to cherish years later.One of the valuable thing I realized from my mistakes was, we can trust anyone but never depends on anyone.The biggest problem with start up was the life style of people that we bring as a team to work together.Thats the first enemy of the next stage.Whatever we try to do,we dont have to have a big idea,al we need is just fix the small problems one by one like a puzzle n solve it big.I learnt its not about selling 1k worth product few times..its about selling 10 bucks product 10,000 times..End of the day,doesnt matter how bad was the result,giving up isnt an option.There's always a tomorrow and there wil be another 24hrs for mastery.As long as the soul doesnt just feels to exist but to live,as long as the plan didnt went as we wished,the game never ends.

Boy or Girl



Met an uncle with 4 daughters few days bck. He said he kept trying for a baby boy from starting but even the last baby was a girl it seems(she's 8 this year he said).Like in the movies,he was complaining about the expenses in the future. Does boys grow for free ?,I wondered.When it comes to animals,males aren't profitable they claimed,like this calf.It was funny.
Animals are the bridge between us and nature.They show us what's missing in our lives, how to love ourselves more completely and unconditionally. They connect us back to who we are and to the purpose of why we're here.If having a soul means being able to feel love, loyalty and gratitude, then animals are better off than a lot of humans.
There is a language which is not made of words and everything in the world understands it. Perhaps there is a soul hidden in everything and it can always speak without even making a sound to another soul.All we have to do is just listen with our heart than ears.Boy or girl,they r the same,just another life.Nwdys, girls are taking care of the family better than boys I realized yet some used unnecessary words. He asked me if Im married,I said no, not yet,but when i do,I prefer my first kid to be a girl with a smile.He said its easy to say bt when u face it then u wil knw the diff. 😊
'Doesnt matter what the gender would be,as long as the baby born healthy,nothing else matter uncle',I replied.

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