During my holidays,I went back to certain places to refresh that old feeling.I had a feeling like this will never repeat again .When I went to these places,stopped for awhile and observed what I'm actually feeling inside,I realized something.
The thing was,there was some kind of nostalgic feeling inside but it doesn't feel like living the same moments again.The places in the past,the people that I met,I dont miss them.I missed the feelings that they made me feel then.
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I still remember this day.
I took this from a parking lot back in 2009 Dec.He used to delivered my stuff using his Kelisa.
Now he owns few branches around Penang
I thought he will be a policeman,but he is a professional photographer now.
During Form 6
Form 4

That's how ugly was my work.
Form 3
When I see this now,I wondered how she could love me that much..hehe..
I too tried to make something for her.It worked but ugly as usual.
School day's puppy love.People said its not easy to forget that first love and etc..It took me years to realize that its not about first or second.Its about how much each love meant for us.When I recall back,I realized I dont miss them at all.I just missed certain good feeling that I felt back then.Whenever we're not with the person anymore,it seems like the mind only remember the good things.It ignores the bad stuff about them.Maybe its because our mind doesn't bother about them anyone.
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