Monday Blues

Starting monday blues with leg day.

Everyone's productivity is affected by Monday Blues.
When you're unhappy at work, it makes it very difficult for those around you to be happy, and often times just one worker with a case of the Mondays can spread the doldrums to the whole team.

Conquer the hardest part first.
The mindset become a part of you and nothing else will stop the routine.

Hmm

Life is short.2 weeks or 20 years,I don't know but the fact remain the same.Life is short and people that are kind deserves the same treatment.Same goes to those evil mthfckrs..

Haha,that's funny but she said such thing once.When I was fat af yet a girl that I have never even seen in a person said such a word and my life completely changed since then.But tbh I look terrible and ugly as fck in this picture but if you wana be authentic, don't hide it.Never.

I realized that, everything that I wanted once ,I earned it today.What I wished today will definitely will be mine soon,with effort and strategy 😊

Minority Right Action Party(MiRA)

I realized ,I can't help others with the network that I have now.To make my dream come true in term of safety and health,I needed something else.That is why politics.Within a month,the network that I built through it change the whole game.For now,let's keep it confidential.

How It Started.

On Wesak Day.

How it started.

Practice to use left and right hand independently continues.

This time with real instruments.My first yamaha instruments perhaps.

Rm16

My keyboard cost 100x more than the price of this recorder.

How it went initially. 

Yethoo 😊

Malaysian National Debt

"What's our population?"he asked.
"About 32m uncle,"I answered.
"What if every one of them pay Rm1 tax per day,replacing the current tax system."
I looked at him wondering if it's a statement or a question.
He continued, "How much will be the collection for  a month ?"
"If one day ,it's RM32m,in a month it will be about RM960m."I replied looking at him.
"So how much would it be in a year?"he questioned with a proud look.
I was flabbergasted for a moment.My age is his experience right,I told myself.
"Imagine that 1 trillion national debt.With this system we could pay the debt easily and the small tax amount would be less troublesome for everyone.Family of 5 will pay only about RM150 per month,"he exclaimed.
"But that would be  beneficial for the rich business man in a bad way right?"I asked and his answer was a single 'No'.
I rechecked since the world is in our hand;our smartphone and internet.
 2017's tax collection was RM123b.
In 2008,direct and indirect tax without non tax revenue was about RM109b.
So as per uncle's dreamy system,per year it would be about RM11b only.
While he is still maintaining that proud look,I looked at him and learnt something.Sometime certain things that we listen,be it a bad news,a big issue ,something that sounds great or too good initially,when we do the math and a little research,it isn't that legit or seems like an issue that we should waste our energy worrying about.

How To find People with the Same Mindset.

'How to find and connect with people with the same mindset?'I asked. "It's like finding metal pieces from a heap of garbage using a magnet.

Let's just say that you've a piece of magnet and you're trying to find metal pieces/magnets in a heap of garbage. Now if there's a metal piece, it’ll get attracted to the magnet and if not, even if you keep looking by changing the angles of magnet, still you won't find it.

The secret is to look for more metal pieces/magnets in another heap of garbage. Understand that garbage is garbage, it'll not convert into metal pieces.

If you want to find people with same mindset as yours, meet more and more people.

If you're not finding in your existing circle of friends, change the circle, there's no other way.
It's simple, don't make it complicated"he explained.

Morning Bound and Hungry Ghost's Month

Morning bound ☕

Habit makes our life.
Every habit is a choice we make deliberately.
It would be great to start the day with nasi lemak,mamak shop's roti canai,thick iced milo or my favourite,Chittagong's dhal puri and rong cha.
Or just turn off the fcking annoying alarm and continue snoring 😴 til mid of the day .

But since Blood, sweat & respect;first two you give, last one you earn,let's just earn it on our own term.

My hungry ghost month started early 🤗

Indoor Park and Cancer,Why Does Cancer Recur.

While walking through the indoor eco park,an Indian aunty that became my friend at the counter was telling me about how bad was her sister's oncologist.She said within 3 years after chemotherapy,the cancer reappeared on the opposite side.

Tumour grows under chaotic condition and in order to grow,they need to form new blood vessels.Their blood vessels are usually abnormal and not fully matured nor functional where holes and shunt can present in it.

Since blood vessels carries oxygen and nutrition to the cell,tumour cells tend to have area deficient of oxygen,known as hypoxic area.

In classical cancer fashion,people believe it's good but the truth is,lack of oxygen won't kill the tumour cells.It activate hypoxic inducible  factor which influence 100s of genes,many are  pro-survival, pro-proliferative,anti-apoptotic, increase invasive capabilities of the tumour and also reprogramming it's metabolism.

Radiation and chemotherapy works by causing free radical production.So hypoxic area will not response to treatment because it don't have the substrate to produce free radicals which is oxygen.This will limit the treatment and such hypoxic region escape the therapy.

So after treatment, it repopulate  the tumour with time and become more aggressive and resistance to previous chemo meds due to those hypoxic factor enhancement.

When they recurs,they not just come again,but they come back with vengeance.

It's about Durga, a Nepalese

Syok sendiri 🤗

"Get me an amino drink,"he said in rush while taking the money from his left pocket.

I went to mix the drink for him without replying anything.

"I'm very hungry today,"he continued. "What's your name?" I asked for a courtesy.

"Durga,"he replied and continued,"I'm from Nepal."

Fck,it's a male and I set the gender as female in the system yesterday;smiled silently with the confusion.

"Married?"I questioned.

"Yes,got 3 kids.I married at the age of 14,"he gave extra information without being asked.

"Wow,that's early.If you're 14,how old was your wife back then?"I was curious. "14,same age with me,"he replied and requested ,"Can you make it fast?" "Are you that hungry?Registry showed you're working in a bakery.You should eat a bun on your way here,"I teased while handling him the bluish mammoth's amino. "No it's going to get dark.My house is far inside.I have to pass the restaurant before it's dark otherwise people there will take all my money."

"Last time they used to beat me as well,so I always go back before it gets dark,"he explained.

I just looked at him for a moment.

"Doesn't matter which part of the world,life is hard as a foreigner right?"I sighed.

He took few sip and continued,"If we don't sell all the buns for the day,the owner will throw it but never give it to us to eat." "Why??!"I was curious.

He smiled and answered,"It's because, if he give the excess to us one day ,he's afraid that we will hope that there will be excess buns left unbought everyday and that's a bad vibe for a business." When he left,I was looking  at the sun and wondered,from the owners perspective,he is right because there are some terrible workers and from the workers point of view,the owner could  have more compassion towards the workers.

Who is right and who is wrong?A question that I can't find an answer.

I though to myself,with a single planet full of human,we make so much of fuss.Imagine if every planet is occupied with human,people from Pluto will team up with bunch of humans from Neptune and having war with men from Mars.

Apart from reading world war's history,  we have to  read history and news of planetary war as well.

Thank God Kepler is far.

My dog food but it's fish.

Chittagong's dirty shop.Our regular nasi kandar.

One day when they Google my name,they will smile looking at old memories .It's okay guys,you're welcome.

It was heavy.

My art work 🤗

Years back.

When I'm alone with kids,I decorate them  😆🤗

Some people are just purely sial.

How true 😆

Two Years Back.

I asked my friend once,what's the difference between photography and videography.
He told me,video is a story that you made from your point of view.The story that you're trying to show is fixed.A photo is different.A single picture will narrate different type of stories depends on the eyes that views it.I don't actually understand it back then.Today,when I saw these pictures,same date as today two years back,I understand it fully.

Days that I will cherish forever.
The beauty of earth,it's only one for all of us ,but each country have it's own different colour tones,right?
It never be the same,same as the stories that we made up about our life
We're the same species  but each one of our stories are different.