We and Microorganisms Survived Through Adaptation - Covid-19

Despite a calm day,that constant uncomfortable feelings was there.
Uncertainty is definitely not my cup of tea.

"Lakdhes,why are you wearing this snake ring?"my MO asked.
"To show that you're strong is it,"she teased and laugh.

"No doctor, I used to went to haunted places and make a video out of it.Sometimes certain things does followed me back.
This ring was really helpful in that matter."

Her smile stopped and turned into curiosity.
"Really?You went to haunted place?You looked like a person with full of fear here . Can't believe that you went there and made videos."she uttered.

Outside of this place, I'm completely a different person I thought.


It was a weird feeling.Since small, I don't wish to be seen, I don't wish to be heard.
Can't get it?
If the next day , during an assembly,If I have to go on the stage and receive a medal, I won't go to the school.

But I wished to win every game we played. Hockey , cricket and football I meant.

That's why I said, it's a complicated mixed feeling.

I don't know how many people out there think like this but for me, with this kind of attitude,it was very hard for me as a doctor in Malaysia.

Either I change or I change my profession.

This job demands me to be loud,to talk, to be socially interactive,to communicate.

It's hard for me. I have to admit it.

"How can you be so confident doctor,"I asked her.

"Knowledge,"she answered in a split of seconds.
"Knowledge gave you confidence, it's powerful."

I didn't think about it in this way.
I did many things to be powerful and influential but I missed this one thing that was right in my hands,right?I thought.

"Everything around us won't destroy it's habitat except us human beings."

Both of us smiled.

"We survived everything not because we're the strongest.We are the most adaptive.
Viruses and bacterias living in us for years.
But covid-19 became a pandemic not because they want to destroy their habitat.Only the weaker habitats such as people with weaker immune might die.

Bacterias tuned out their virulence  to much weaker level so that they can survive at the same thing not harmful for their habitats which is us human beings.

That is why we and microorganisms survived for years ,our adaptation..

You too can if you try to adapt to your surroundings."

"But remember,"she paused,"At the same time don't compromise."