It’s a sunny yet gloomy day.Klang won’t be able to stand another flood.Hopefully it won’t rain continuously.It reminds me of my childhood,my grandparent’s house.
When I was a kid,I love my grandparents and their village more than my parent’s house.I’m a rare old school kid.Tree,jungle,river ,snakes,spiders,scorpion,chicken,cow,goat,I just love them.I felt entrapped when I was forcefully brought by my parents to their brick prison so called home.
When we were young,we used to wonder when we will be an adult but now as an adult,the reality hit us hard with a torn slipper.Being an adult is a miserable phase of life I felt.
In less than 12 hours ,I’m going to be 31.At 30,I felt like there’s only 20 30 years remains and I will die in another 20 30 years.
It’s an unnecessary feeling but I felt every second passing by is a second towards death.
Past 2 years I lived my life as a mediocre. Procrastinating,being lazy,slow and I just simply screwed my life for the past 2 years.In the end,I’m really tired being such a person.
“What is your goal?”when my friends used to asked me two years ago,I told everyone repeatedly;when I die,people should remember my name for at least 100 years.
Since I started working,I slowly drifted away from my goal and passion.With time,everything faded.I’m no more myself.
Today is the last day of 2021.A year that will be in our memories for a very long time.
Well,it’s time to say goodbye and to start a new chapter.This time,let’s live our dream.
Welcome 2022.
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