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Reincarnation:Change Your Life

 


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It’s been a very long time.

I put on so much weight.

Procrastination at its peak.

Brain fog daily, unmotivated with life.

Chemicals became my friends.

I’m not me anymore.

Less monstrous,but definitely not a being.

Why not rebuild it?


Reincarnation;into something that were not there before,

never before.

Do something that have been never done before or maybe do it again in 1000 times better.

Challenging.Can I?Can you?

Why not?

Been disappeared for months.

Many do,some returns and again disappears.

In the cycle of life,in the pain of time,many are breathing but barely living.

I decided to live .

This only life,

for one last time.

For my Shiv📿

For mankind 

For all the humiliation.

Positive Covid For the Second Time?

 



It’s  been 6 months since I was tested positive for Covid 19.

I still remember the date; 9/12/20.


Been three months since I completed my second dose of vaccine.


In a week,two patient’s covid pcr came out as positive,one more patient’s covid pcr gene expert was positive.


Unlike medical,no one give a shit about contact tracing,to ask if got any symptoms in this department.


The medical consultant was very concerned about house officer’s health.


It’s not the same here.


Those same symptoms ,headache,mild sore throat,joint pain,unexplainable lethargy is there again.


For the second time?Even after vaccination?


 I don’t know;for now.


I have to work till 9pm today and I’m oncall tomorrow.If I go for swab then the entire time table for the week will collapse.Only three house officer covering the entire ward,there’s no more man power left to run the wards.Without house officer,ortho department will be  dyfunctional to be honest.We are the back  bone for this department and we are the one that make sure patient is optimize and well prepared for a surgery.


Yet,no one respect nor appreciate our effort like other departments.


Wearing a set of full enhanced PPE for straight 6  to 8 hours,suffocated with a tight N95 face mask,drenched with our own sweat..Within few hours,you will experienced a sort of headache,not sure if it’s because of dehydration or the heat..


It’s super unpleasant..


I wish things could be different.

I wish we all can live a normal life;like before.

I wish we all could freely go out,create memories that we supposed to create.

After all,life is to make memories.

I wish I can see my family and spend time with them.

I wish everything will comes to an end soon.

Because its  exhausting ..

I am exhausted.






Anyway,our next short film is coming soon.

Do watch the teaser .