Lakdhesz: Chittagong

"Do you think it was a mistake?" Both of us shared a subtle glare before utter the next word.

It was 8 years ago.He don't remember much but I do.
It was still fresh in my hippocampus, embedded deeply.

That day began chaotically but
as usual it ended up really well.
Really well. "I do,"he said.

He must be lying,I thought. "Time flies right?" I just smile..
"Ya..." "A day before,it was very stressful,"he sighed.

He was using phone during lecture and the physiology hod saw and asked him to answer her question.
He was standing like a statue and 206 eyes were looking at him including mine. "The person next to him, please stand up,"the late head of department ordered.

I looked around and realized it was me.The joy of ' luckily it was not me ended in a split of second.'
That's the last time I sat next to him.

It was indeed a stressful situation but when reminiscing it today, it wasn't that bad.

Maybe current days too might felt the same few years from now.

A remote side of India -Bangladesh border . Can't recall the name.

Back then,there will be humans every where.They aren't related to me in anyway but despite all the hurdles,some sort of internal self peace was there.
Here,less sound,less polution,less hustle,more people related to me are there but I don't feel as good of myself as before.
Quality over quantity?
Maybe no.Sometimes both doesn't serve anything, be it small number nor high quality.It's how people around you alter your perception of yourself;how good you're.
That is why my body is here but my soul are there.
And before I completely forget everything and everyone or lost these pictures forever,let me make them immortal .This will be priceless a day.

Whenever I felt like I won't be seeing them anymore or it's gona be an end point,I used to create a post like this.Trust me, usually from this point onwards , I don't really meet them again .Might be in touch with few,but the place that I wished to go, it's definitely gona be a lonely place.It's my gut feelings that this is the end of the chapter. Their presence and their character is over.