The Ending Of A Fake Beginning

"Lakdhes,"he said,"I thought when I made it big everything would be wonderful.Instead,it's not. Its sickening."
He sat slumped next to bench press machine staring at his shoes.Then he confessed that despite his wife's attitude,"I just can't help it.I love that girl.I just know there's an angel inside her.I guess she's fighting that angel."

 "Pretty sharp insight,"I said ending my superset.I added,"Maybe that could  be said of all of us.We either fighting or ignoring the better angels of our nature."
"Hmmm,"he mused,"you mean look for an alternatives than hating her and her words?"
"Sure,"I answered.
"They are there.I don't believe there is a hopeless situation for which there isn't a hopeful alternative.Criticism from our superiors or loved one would come,not to stay but to pass.It would soon be over and  forgotten,except that root of relationship.It always stays and blossom if you could keep your poise in the face of criticism ."


When he left,I was wandering in my head.I was waiting for her mail since yesterday .I was waiting for her to wish me.She didn't.Years back,this was the day that changed everything.She was the first to bought a gift and a cake and brought all her friends to celebrate it .She looked very beautiful that day with her eyeliner.I asked her the reason for that extra beauty and she said to camouflage her just cried eyes.At times, I wondered how could a person changed drastically such a way.Maybe it wasn't real since beginning and It was me that misinterpreted everything  but 7 years old of habits and routine did left me longing for her one mail.Doesn't matter  119 people wished me,without her wishes, nothing feels complete. The ending of that old fake beginning but the pain remains.

Still stand tall.

The most impressive  friend ever.

💛

🙂

My friends tried to surprise me and it went wasted.

I'm done with you ethanol.Sorry.

So I went to my room,avoided everyone ,do what I always do good;Eat.🍽

I treated myself with second most abused substance after ethanol,glucose.

😈🤗💛

I don't even feel like going temple but circumstances made me went there.

And the priest himself  gave that flower and asked me to write my name in a piece of paper;for the sake of 100 taka 😪 . Coincidently,  that paper came in batman shape 

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