Aesthetic Goal | 15th May

The goal is simple.
Not to be too big,not to be too small.Just aesthetic.
Not to be better than anyone ,but to be better than my yesterday's self.Clean bulk to be precise.
Be a nice person or a kind person?No for both;be the right person so that no shit out there could take advantage of you.The same way you deal with those weights.You lift them,crush your skeletal fibers,feel the pain and grow them stronger;without injuring yourself. If you deal those weights wrongly,you will jeopardize everything.Peace and growth,the same way how you let other's determine your life's inner peace.
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Amino and Whey

My dog food.

Well today,15th May is the day I went to Bangladesh 8 years ago.Exactly this day.At this time, we was in Sarwar Mansion Apartment, without electricity, worrying about life,all alone in darkness and dust.It was a culture shock.The agent's daughter bought us dosa.I thought it's cheap but it was super expensive.This was the day I first met her.It felt like it happened yesterday 😊

Rm1 =20taka

How nice if I could go back to past.

I would correct all my  mistakes and be with her forever.I promised her on 13th Feb 2012 that I won't ever leave her yet everything went haywire.

This morning,when I woke up,I saw  her picture standing  with my old  friends.Group from Bangladesh. They all seems still in touch. She was different.No more my 🐣.No more attractive to my eyes.Maybe when we don't love someone,we don't  have that feeling anymore; that they're the most beautiful person on earth.

The feelings isn't there anymore but how nice if she could continue her studies and be a doctor.That's the only feeling I felt because that's the only thing she ever wanted,always.I wonder if God is cruel or He has different plans.Somehow it never happen to her,it happened for her.Either she will be a doctor soon or someone' wife.Happy for her but I would be happy if she become a doctor  first and then become someone's  wife because I knew her well.She smile on the out side but she will have that pain in her forever if she couldn't make it.Wish her time will be good from today...Whatever it is,I'm glad that it never work out as I wished.

Life seems  peaceful without external  pressure,especially from the one  we  wrongly loved.

It's time to move on from everyone from my past except Diyan.She's the only one that never change since past 8 years.Still the same 🤖.

Goodbye.