Day 12 : Law of Attraction and The Universal Law

I wanted to share something today.Maybe it would be helpful for those who wish to try it themselves.

Well,I knew that I showed all my flaws and vulnerabilities here.There's a reason for it.One day,when they write my biography,I want the good and bad to be a part of it, not just the nice part.In my point of view,there's no better leader than those who expose their weakness as well.That's when we can learn more than from a just  pure success stories.

I posted this picture yesterday.

Some people like it.

Some stranger pay more attention to my scars.

Some stranger  pay more attention to my vibe.

Some pay attention  to my actions (in a month,I will explain why I wanted to work in gym).

Well,there's a reason for that long hair.

And know who's that..hehe..will write about it when I'm 29.

Everything is a sign.

Well,I learnt that passing and failing  is part of med school but when my previous result came out,I was very disappointed not because I failed.I knew I did well but the guy beside me who copied everything from me,did terrible during his viva passed.That's irritated and annoyed me.That unfairness set a rage in me.

Evidence that labelled me that I'm stupid.

Since then,I never cut my hair.Everyday  when I saw my face,that messy,ugly hair reminded me my rage.People said that you must cut your hair before viva for a good impression.I was neat and clean during my previous exam.I answered well yet I failed.

So this time,I stopped listening to others and followed my heart.I did everything in the opposite way.I exercise everyday even a day before exam.

Each time during exam,I only train at home but the moment result came out,that night itself I went and joined a gym on 5th November 2017..

I went to gym a night before exam.

Exam always make me hungry and I ended up with noodles.This time I did intermittent fasting for 20 hours through out my exam.

Exactly 1 week before exam,the girl that I see as my world betrayed me on her term which she don't feel like a fault.Words might says something but pictures don't lie.Maybe it's my fault as well.I wasn't good enough for her i guess .That was very painful and I was devastated but unlike the past,I didn't ended up with intoxification to forget the world.I decided to take control in a different way.

I didn't touch any bad habit,not even a cigarette.I meditate every morning and night.

I knew winter will make it worse so I make peace with it by taking cold shower everyday.I started at 4am on 9th November  2017.Til then I never ever use hot water even when it was super cold.Each time when I went into that freezing cold water,I told my self,this water wasn't that cold,compared to those humans.

Then with time,I started to meditate under that cold water.

Without hair dryer,I knew I can't put any sort of gel or wax for my hair on the morning of exams .So after finish studying at 3am,I prayed then took a shower and then  I will go to bed so that my hair will be dried when I woke up at 5.30am.I wil do a light abs exercise ,meditate, wash my face and brush my teeth and get ready for exam.I completely stopped coffee through out this period to set my cortisol level low.Everyday I followed bible's way of praying at 3pm and 3 am,a habit that I kept doing up to this day.

I avoided my friends so that I don't get stuck with  the same bad habits.I isolated myself from everyone.

I was extremely sad with everything that happened that week.Sadness that seems paralyzing my soul . I washed my face and went to gym at 8.15pm. I asked my friend to record this video on 18th Jan 2018.This is the picture he mistakenly took when I asked him to record a video..I sang,I use social media and I tried every healthy way to induce dopamine in my brain and eliminate that sadness from me.To be honest,nothing helps as meditation and opening all 7 chakras after drinking that banana and onion blended drink.It tasted awful . .I realized the most hardest thing you can do is doing nothing, sitting calmly  at a place without thinking anything.Nothing seems harder and torturous than that.

A part from all this,I started to manifest the Law of the Universe,especially the law of attraction and the Aladdin factors.

I don't believe it back then but now I'm confused.Maybe it's true I felt.

I wrote this with frustration on 7th Nov 2017.

Believe me,that's what happened on viva day..The teacher that took my viva were very kind this time.I didn't buy food from food panda but I went cp chicken and bought 5 chicken breast after gym.After each exam,I straight away went to gym.If you follow my Insta stories,you might know it.

And in term of company,the one I started didn't  work as usual.I made rm232.70 in that 3 weeks(and eventually Penang's flood and the shops internal problem shut down my business) but I made a terrible mistake

then.I learnt a valuable lesson as well.Before I name the company,I spent weeks picking up the right name.I calculated the Pythagorean chart and did allt the research to match the number with my vision.

I spent so much time just for the logo.I named it fudtu which means fastest urban delivery to u which not only send food from nearby restaurants but also groceries from nearby shop.I just did what people say I can't.They said you can't start a business without money .Basically I did this with 0 investment and it worked,just using fb page. The mistake I did was,I didn't pay attention to the meaning of the name.Later I realized, fudtu means fool in hindi.That was a terrible mistake.

In my previous business,

Even though I made enough profit,I learnt alot from it,especially from the mistake.First I had a terrible company that did the tshrt for me.He delayed everything since the first day .The second biggest mistake was,I wasn't specific with my customers.I made more xl but everyone that wanted to buy it needs s or L size.And when girls wanted to buy,I don't know what to say because I didn't even think of girls initially .

Third,I had a terrible team who worked for me.

Well back to medicine and Law of Attraction.

I wrote this on 20th Jan 2018.I decided to leave that place on that day.

The rest of the goals,I will disclose with time.

I don't know why,but 9th May 2018 is the date I fixed back then on 20th Jan 2018.I never even know when the result will come out but I felt if the law works,then I will be a doctor by 9th May 2018.

I read them daily. I visualize them daily.During my 1st prof result,my sri lankan friend ,Tanya messaged me congrats.During 2nd prof result ,a friend name Siva messaged me congrats.So I was thinking,let's be specific about it as well.This time I was thinking and visualizing  that my friend Shaun will be the one who will message me.

All this started because I was wondering about God. There must be at least few human born at the same time and date as with me.Does they undergoing the same thing as me?Are they doing medicine as well?If this astrology, numerology, horoscope etc works according to our time of birth,then how about the rest that born along with me at some other part on Earth?

• That's when I realized that God doesn't work like that.He can't take care of everyone using the same method.If a human don't know the secret,he will go with the flow of what a fortune teller says according to their zodiac.For those who know the 14 Universal  Law,you can create the life you want on your term.I realized,doesn't matter how lazy you're, the law works in such a way that it change you.For those who misuse it without doing the work for the law to work,Universe never entertain such people.

This is  the picture Siva sent me in 2016.So I visualized the same picture with my name there and a 'passed ' beside it.The same way I wrote in my goal list. I kept this back dated picture since then for this day.Honestly I don't know about this law back then.

Before I got my sent up.

Maybe I will forget my batchmate's name with time but one day,when I see this again in the future,years later maybe,I will definitely smile re-living those days in my head once again.

Previous schedule. 

2018 Jan CMC's Final MBBS Prof written exam schedule. 

Ospe

Viva's dates.I won't forget these days.Life was miserable but those 6 months,it was the best moments of my life.

8th May 2018

2018 January Chittagong University's Final MBBS Prof exam result..That's the picture that I kept seeing in my head.Just the 'passed 'part was missing.

Sweetest girl.

When I shared this story,

Fortunately I can say yes after 8 years.

I celebrated election day victory and my independence from Bangladesh with wine.I completely stopped smoking since then.Not even a puff.

I ate so much of dopamine.

Apart of all this,after almost 6 months,I took a hot water shower on that day.It felt good but the next day,I stick to the basic,the caveman style;cold water therapy .

It's necessary to reward the law.So I bought a phone for myself.Yet I still havent use it up to this day.It's still sleeping in my drawer and I don't really know why.I didn't share about it like the rest  on social media because there are my friends who failed and still stuck there.I told this to my self even during exam,even if I  pass ,I will get my self a phone but never write a long Fb status that I'm a doctor now.I will celebrate once all my friends are out from that shitty place.6G ram version F7,RM1699 .

It's not wasting money actually  because I have to obey the law of abundance to be more than what am I today and what am I going to be in 2 months time.After all it's my hard earned money.I will make it double and triple soon.This whole law isn't just about believing,it's having faith and living it as if it's already happened and work hard for it.The harder I work the luckier I become I felt.My friend told me recently, your name itself got luck in it,why you see yourself as unlucky? Since then I changed my perspective .There is no such thing as luck and it's true,but if God named me with luck itself ,maybe I should believe it as well .Since then,I started to see my self as very lucky.You become what you believe right? Let see where this luck brings me.Whatever happened, it never happened to me,it happens for me I believed.

The pain is there,but I want to take control of it the same way I did before.I think it's wise to show the people that rejected me what they actually missed.

My blog is different. This isn't a social  media.This is a reminder for myself and my kids in the future.

If you can see it in your mind,if you have the courage enough to speak about it,it will definitely happen.

Take care.