I had a good time in Penang.
As usual I never really spend much time with family but working on everything I like except thinking about Hospital.
I sort of figured out what I really wanted to do and it's definitely not stuck in a hospital where I can't be myself, can't express my self , can't be creative and can't really solve anything.I mean ANYTHING.
To be honest,going back to Bangladesh never ever caused this much of sadness in me but , I'm just 300kms away from home and I felt like it's doomsday.I was that miserable and depressed.
If can , I don't even wish to come back here but we all have a pseudo reality and it takes a lot of courage to change it.
Whatever I wanted to do from now on needs an entirely different frame and character.It would be hard but I had done it before.And I failed,at least 50% of achieving the outcome.
It's time to try again one more time.
For a better future.This time,I will try to achieve that 101%.
Goodnight.
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