It will be different.
It was a beautiful morning.It was
because the MO was such a kind person.She didn't scold,she didn't raised her voice,just a soft spoken , beautiful Chinese doctor.
I wished everybody could be like her.
It's my first time in gynecology OT.
I had assisted laparoscopic ectopic once..Even at that time,my MO was an angel.I don't wished to reveal her full name but a part of her name was Puteri,If I'm not mistaken,it means princess in English.Only some are blessed with such a beautiful name,angelic personal and look.She's adorable as well.She never even scold when I didn't hold the camera as how she wanted..
There are so many nice Mos here.Almost everyone labelled an Mo as angel but for me,my angel was an Mo that graduated from Egypt,Dr Yana.No one ever,like ever here in this Hospital addressed me smart and intelligent. She does.I don't really know why but deep inside I knew , I'm not.Not because I'm stupid but I lost the interest with the job.
It's my first time in gynecology OT.
I had assisted laparoscopic ectopic once..Even at that time,my MO was an angel.I don't wished to reveal her full name but a part of her name was Puteri,If I'm not mistaken,it means princess in English.Only some are blessed with such a beautiful name,angelic personal and look.She's adorable as well.She never even scold when I didn't hold the camera as how she wanted..
There are so many nice Mos here.Almost everyone labelled an Mo as angel but for me,my angel was an Mo that graduated from Egypt,Dr Yana.No one ever,like ever here in this Hospital addressed me smart and intelligent. She does.I don't really know why but deep inside I knew , I'm not.Not because I'm stupid but I lost the interest with the job.
I had done many outstanding stuff when I was a student, that's what people around me said but here, I'm a zero.A loser.At times I felt that too.Again, because I don't even feel like trying.Maybe because I don't like being here.
It was a great sunny day..
Stepping into GOT for one whole day made me realized something.
The same feeling I once had when I'm going for a new competition ,during our first futsal tournament. We have to win.
That gave a sense of psychological stomach ache..I don't know if its butterfly or something else but I could feel it.When I came from Penang after holidays,I can't sleep properly that night.I woke up with the same feeling when I was having professional examination the following week and I have to study everything in few days.You don't feel like eating,you don't wish to wake up but you have too.You're more mentally exhausted than physically.That's how it felt.
Stepping into GOT for one whole day made me realized something.
The same feeling I once had when I'm going for a new competition ,during our first futsal tournament. We have to win.
That gave a sense of psychological stomach ache..I don't know if its butterfly or something else but I could feel it.When I came from Penang after holidays,I can't sleep properly that night.I woke up with the same feeling when I was having professional examination the following week and I have to study everything in few days.You don't feel like eating,you don't wish to wake up but you have too.You're more mentally exhausted than physically.That's how it felt.
I realized,the feelings are the same but situations are different.
I smiled when I recalled them back.
I smiled when I recalled them back.
I learnt something very beautiful today,from an unknown person.Maybe anesthesiology's specialist,her smile and her coolness handling a stressful situation.
That's when I realized,smile is a god's gift that not many of us could possess.
It was a good day overall.
It was a good day overall.
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Hope it will be helpful
Hmm
- That's me.
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