Lakdhesz: I'm Going To Give You A Tight Slap

"I'm going to give you a tight slap and will extend you for 3 months then you will become specialist in O&G,"

he said with a rude sinister smile.

It spoiled my entire night.

I'm not a kid for someone to threw such words.

Be it an MO nor a specialist.

It annoys me.

Deep inside,it made me realized something.

'I'm not meant to be here .'

It caused me to decide something firmly unlike before.

She came towards me.

"Ignore him."

" He having PMS ,"she joked.

"Sometimes,the heart sees what is invisible to the eyes.
That's the cause of confusion,"she said.

I looked at her.
"To untangle ourselves from that?"
I knew many can't answer it yet I asked.

"It's a very unpleasant feeling. One needs a lots of courage to set themselves free from that place."

It was a different answer from the rest,yet not that convincing.

"All things are difficult before they are easy.But sometimes we will be wasting our time by trying to convince ourselves that we're doing what we are destined to do and eventually it will be fine,"she explained while flipping the pages looking for the index.

I looked without saying anything.
It reminds me of my Anatomy lecturer ,Dr.Rakesh.
I learnt to use index than the first page topics to make our search easier from him.

"Those days were hard right?"she asked as if she could read my inner thoughts.
I was puzzled.

"Maybe it meant to happen. Sometimes, it's not to bring us to our current state but to get us to the next unimaginable stage through this current path.It might never make sense nor logically .We went through the past to came here today,but for some, they're not meant to stay but to move to another direction.For that, it's a needful confusing journey that some have to encounters."

She continued,
"Every shadow,no matter how deep it is , will always be threatened by morning light.
You're in the right place, don't worry."