My First 2020 Resolution

It was raining.I went to work yesterday 7pm and came back at 12pm today.
While writing the discharge summary with eyes closing itself with utmost sleepiness,do you really have to do this? That's the constant voice within me.

I went back, slept at 130pm and woke up at 4.15pm.
My eyes are still red and burning.I literally can't open my eyes.
I looked through my window.
It's raining and the sky looks dark and gloomy.
'Do you really want to do this?I asked myself.

Moments later,I took my raincoat and went out in that rain.
First time stepping into a recording studio with thousand of questions in my mind.
New people,new interaction and it was a completely strange feeling.

I went into the studio,holding the folded paper where I wrote the lyrics of the song.
'Will people actually listen to my song?Will they like it?I questioned myself.
Doesn't matter,I like this and this is where my soul belongs I thought.

It was very unpleasant when people looking at you and you have to sing.
"Don't be shy,just express yourself."
It doesn't seems that easy actually.
I could felt the tremor in my voice..

But during second attempt, I can sensed that the confidence was there.

I enjoyed this.I just love doing this and I don't mind staying in this studio 24/7 I thought.

It's going to be 2020 and I don't wish to be a loser anymore.I wont and I'm going to do everything that I like and I have never done before. Something out of my comfort zone.

Year's ago I asked my ex,"I don't like that guy that much but you're keeping his song as your caller tune.. Infact he was the real problem between us and, before I could complete my sentence,she said"You make your song first then I will set it as my caller tune.It felt like a tight slaps.Years later, I could made my own song.Not for her nor to prove her,but I really like this and this is what I wanted to do.One day,even Pallavi will listen to my songs.

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