Snake Bite and Ai

"What will happen to the people that staying at such places if it keeps raining for days?"he asked.
"I don't know",I replied while turning the next page of  The Intelligent Investor.
"What will be the worst thing to do in next 10 years?"he continued.
"Terrorism,being a criminal?"I replied with a questioning tone.
"Why?"he asked with a shock.
"Of course it will be the most fucked up thing to do with the latest  technology and social media.People will easily locate you right?"I replied.
"So do you think Ai and robots will overtake us?"he asked his next doubt.
"Maybe.For an example,nowadays machines can return our exact balance doesn't matter coins or notes at LRT stations.So who knows,artificial intelligence and robots could overtake us",I replied with a smile trying to ignore him.




"Do you think snakes will enter their house if its flooded?",he still wondering the same but I remained silent.
"Do you think Ai will overtake doctors in the future"?he continued.
"It was a good question but only God knows the answer.Many knows the difference between the bite of a poisonous and non poisonous snakes.For an example,if its poisonous ,there will be 2 long fangs and in case of non poisonous snake,there will be several small teeth. From the mark we could identify the nature of the snakes.Just by watching movies and by searching on net,we will have an idea that by giving the polyvalent anti snake venom,it will neutralize the venom.During  real situations,it doesnt be that simple.The important thing that running against us during emergencies is time.Apart from all the general measures and first aid,the snake should be identify because when the snake has been identified, monovalent serum which is better and more potent can be given.Other than that,since there are neuro and haemotoxic venom ,we must be accurate with the type of  the snake.For an example,in cobra bite,there will be neuromuscular blockade so paralysis can occurs.For that neostigmine and atropine should be given.If its a viper bite,DIC is common so heparin should be given.We can confirm the snake venom by ELISA,but its expensive and time consuming",I explained.

"So they will die is it?"he wondered.

"I don't know,maybe.From my experience,I have  never seen people die just like that from a snake bite.They get something worse than that;amputations of the body parts like hand and leg because of gangrene.Even with debridement and proper care,the surrounding tissue around the bite wound keep dying in some",I shared my experiences.
He nodded and asked me again,"so do you think Ai and robots will overtake us?"


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Ex

During my holidays,I went back to certain places to refresh that old feeling.I had a feeling like this will never repeat again .When I went to these places,stopped for awhile and observed what I'm actually feeling inside,I realized something.

The thing was,there was some kind of nostalgic feeling inside but it doesn't feel like living the same moments again.The places in the past,the people that I met,I dont miss them.I missed the feelings that they made me feel then.

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I still remember this day.

I took this from a parking lot back in 2009 Dec.He used to delivered my stuff using his Kelisa.

Now he owns few branches around Penang

I thought he will be a policeman,but he is a professional photographer  now.

During Form 6

Form 4

That's how ugly was my work.

Form 3

When I see this now,I wondered how she could love me that much..hehe..

I too tried to make something for her.It worked but ugly as usual. 

School day's puppy love.People said its not easy to forget that first love and etc..It took me years to realize that its not about first or second.Its about how much each love meant for us.When I recall back,I realized I dont miss them at all.I just missed certain good feeling that I  felt back then.Whenever we're not with the person anymore,it seems like the mind only  remember the good things.It ignores the bad stuff about them.Maybe its because our mind doesn't bother about them anyone. 

Back to Bangladesh

One last rep til we meet again.
Irony of life,I got up here but later, gona go to bed 3900km's away from here.Tanx to Orville and Wilbur.
Its gona be a longgg lonely day.

Lessons

14 attempts which ended up as failures,dozens of pages of ways why it failed,uncountable lessons,improvement and new relationships.This few months gave so much of pain and joy to cherish years later.One of the valuable thing I realized from my mistakes was, we can trust anyone but never depends on anyone.The biggest problem with start up was the life style of people that we bring as a team to work together.Thats the first enemy of the next stage.Whatever we try to do,we dont have to have a big idea,al we need is just fix the small problems one by one like a puzzle n solve it big.I learnt its not about selling 1k worth product few times..its about selling 10 bucks product 10,000 times..End of the day,doesnt matter how bad was the result,giving up isnt an option.There's always a tomorrow and there wil be another 24hrs for mastery.As long as the soul doesnt just feels to exist but to live,as long as the plan didnt went as we wished,the game never ends.

Boy or Girl

Met an uncle with 4 daughters few days bck. He said he kept trying for a baby boy from starting but even the last baby was a girl it seems(she's 8 this year he said).Like in the movies,he was complaining about the expenses in the future. Does boys grow for free ?,I wondered.When it comes to animals,males aren't profitable they claimed,like this calf.It was funny.
Animals are the bridge between us and nature.They show us what's missing in our lives, how to love ourselves more completely and unconditionally. They connect us back to who we are and to the purpose of why we're here.If having a soul means being able to feel love, loyalty and gratitude, then animals are better off than a lot of humans.
There is a language which is not made of words and everything in the world understands it. Perhaps there is a soul hidden in everything and it can always speak without even making a sound to another soul.All we have to do is just listen with our heart than ears.Boy or girl,they r the same,just another life.Nwdys, girls are taking care of the family better than boys I realized yet some used unnecessary words. He asked me if Im married,I said no, not yet,but when i do,I prefer my first kid to be a girl with a smile.He said its easy to say bt when u face it then u wil knw the diff. 😊
'Doesnt matter what the gender would be,as long as the baby born healthy,nothing else matter uncle',I replied.

7.4 Billion Human

No one is behind in life.There's no schedule or timetable that we all must follow.It's all made up.Wherever we are right now is exactly where we need to be.Seven point four billion people can't do everything in exactly the same scheduled order.We all are different with variety of needs and goals.Some get married early,some get married late while others dont get married at all.Some get divorced two years after married while some stick together til the end.What is early?What is late?Compared with whom?Compared with what?Who is right and who is wrong ?Yet criticism is vital,fun for some,a hobby for few.Some want children,others don't.Some want a career,others enjoy taking care of a house and children.Some prefer ego while some needs laughter.Our life is not on anyone else's schedule.Dont beat yourself up for where you are right now.Skinny,jobless,poor,fat,dark,with scars,not in a happy relationship,life doesnt seem smooth compare to your friend?..Its your timeline not anyone else's and nothing is off schedule.The journey isn't abt becoming anything.Its about unbecoming everything that isnt you so you can be who you were as you were created.

Enthusiasm is Common but Endurance is Rare

'You are the average of the five people you spend the most time with',rit..?
When the five of them suckz in their own way,I sensed that doesnt matter how focused I be,eventually my willpower gt drained along.One is selfish,one is aimless,one take things for granted,one is super lazy,and one is the combo of all above.After trying for months,I realized its much wiser to change the circle than trying to change the people who are extremely comfortable in their zone.Otherwise it leads to misunderstanding or we should lead by an example.Its hard to bring the synergy with some I realized.Many had the interest but in the end I learnt that enthusiasm is common but endurance is rare because of human's ego.
If you come at me with your fists doubled,I can promise that mine will be doubled as fast as your.If you come to me and say,"lets sit down and take counsel together and if we differ from each other,understand why it is that we differ,we will presently find that we are not so far apart after all.The points on which we differ are few and the points on which we agree are many;only if we have the patience,candour and the desire to get together,we will get together.Otherwise u r not my type of people and we cant get along for long term.

Get Well Soon Brotha

After more than a week,finally he's out of ICU and msgd me.The first thing he sent, 'bro I have returned to normal'. ☺

Glad to hear that,some sort of invisible relief perhaps.It feels really awkward when someone that msging and talking to us almost everday suddenly isnt there anymore.Its fine if its temporary but when its permanent;I hate that feelings.In the beginning each demise especially on my arms ruined my whole day..With time it bcm normal.Doesnt matter how normal it became,when something happened to someone that I knw,the heartache never fades doesnt matter how many life departed infront of my eyes..I wonder why it feels that way..best friend..?I dont think so I have one.Someone is there with us today,smiling with us,scold us,driving us crazy,irritate us,at times we felt how nice if we're just alone without such nuisance..When they isnt there anymore,thats the moment the heart and mind seeks so much to talk with,for forgiveness,one last chance,one last time to  spend time with n etc..How funny it sounds..How silly we are at times I wondered...It took absence and pain to make us realize the worth of something or someone.How nice if this kind of appreciation for a person remains 24/7 in our head,keeping our phone a side when someone is talking to us,never talk bad abt sumone cz we knw that tmrw is uncertain ...Each day,each lesson turning me into someone that I wasnt yesterday..

Get well soon brotha.

Cancer Cure

I learnt the way how they cured those diseases bck then.Eventho they didn gv proper details hw to bring it into action they shared the stuff,food,metal,envrmntl energy n ways what causes cancer n hw to cure it bck then.Almst al of them was related to what I learnt frm my Onco books tdy.There was only one cmplte diffrnce.That book clearly stated the effct of food to human body,cancer n the cure.Despte the  ecological triad(host agent n envrmnt to cause a disease in a vectr), mega institute stated tat food gt no cnction with cncer,it reduce the risk but doesnt cure the disease.Is that cmpny's monopoly for their revenue lk tobacco n weed, cancer n chemo for the net profit of billions of dollars annually,Oni God knws.).Whn this era ends by Feb 6898,evntho human dies within the age of 20,homosapiens n their greed wil never stop.whatever fck it is,i learnt a valuable cue from that book hw to cure that disease even it sounds skeptical.Frst I learnt hw to make it in an easy way unlike CsCl n DCA tat too expnsve n far,one frm US and one frm China,then how to apply them, then hw long to use it etc..Let see what it does. Even small scale busness bcm a victm of blck magic,cmption,ganstr n greed.So it mght b wise  to follow Musk's strategy without gtin myself killed.No body gona love an easy non profit way for sure excpt for those who wish and pray to live another 5 years.At time,value of life oni can b seen when we knw our expry date.

Mahabaratha

• Since I entered med school,I wished to create a cure for cncer.For years I was stdyin biochem,pharma,patho n onco way earlier to figure out my own way for it.Tru my blog,I learnt tat the combo of CsCl to chnge the acid base balance into more alkaline ph of bdy,Na DCA to accelerate apoptosis of mlgnt cells with b complx to cmbt the side effct do works as few claimed frm my exprnce bt none of them mail bck the report that I asked to satisfy myself wit the result.Then I realze abt law n protocl n stopped jeopardizin myself.Recently my sis msgd me abt sumtin n I used that opprtnty to askd abt major Sanskrit epics of ancient India cz she knw more abt it.She patiently answrd al my qstn bt I realzd I cnt nag her mch..So i tried to learn myself to gt a clear pictr of it.Few days back I was tlking abt  Genghis Khan the notorious,lusty n devilish asshle ranked first for male with the most children in history .Then I was wondering about Gandhari whom had 100 kids(male) n 1 girl hving the same age.A woman ovulates about 400 eggs during her reproductive life bt 100 kids at a time made me curious.I went bck digged for details abt it n realized bascly the clonin,test tube baby,surrogate mother,atomic bomb etc was there thsnd years bck b4 our civilization learned,tested n applied it.When I saw J R Oppenheimer's reply I wondered the cure for cancer shld b in that book too n looked back into tat book.

Happiness

We went to the cashier to pay the bill.I have 2000tk in my wallet n my frnd had 2500tk with him.Both of us doesn't seems happy at all eventho our stmch was full with food.I saw this guy came wit his frnd.Unlike us,they jst ate rice,dhal n sum vege.Both of them opened their wallet to pay the bill.I saw both of thm roughly hv few 100tk n few 50,20tk notes with them..One of them took the money slowly frm the wallet n paid the bill for both of them n leaved the shop with laughter n joy.I looked at them then trnd n looked at my frnd.Why tf we arent happy as them..?,I wondered.That nite I realizd action seems to flw feelings,bt rly action n feelin go tgtr n by regulating the actn whch is under the more direct cntrl of our will,we can indirectly regulate the feeling whch is not.It isnt wat u hv or who u r or whr u r or wat u doin tat make u happy or unhappy.Evrybdy in the wrld is seeking hppiness n one sure way to find it is by cntrlling our thoughts I realzd.Happiness doesnt depend on outwrd cndtions.Its depends on the inner cndtions.One is miserable n othr is happy.Why ?I asked my self again..Ltr I realzd, its bcz of a diff mental attitude.

Stress

At times its bttr to answr aft being questioned.One of my frnd asked me why I alwys seemed busy.Honestly I keep myself busy jst to gt used to it.Most of the time physical stress without proper rest leads to mental stress n thats leads to pressure.Lack of sleep is one of the major cz of it so by makin my self get used to it,loading with cortisol n managing it wil help in cmg mnths I realzd.Whenever I felt overwhelmed by pressure,I ask myself what is the worst case scenario wil hpn frm this..It leads to some level of cmfrt unlike the beginning.2nd is control..I make a list of things in my control and things beyond my cntrl rgrdng it.I ignre those beyond my cntrl n for things under my cntrl,I qualify top 3 controllable issue.There might be 6,7 issues bt by paying close attention,I realzed oni the top 3 matter the most n the rest 3 is jst cz overthinking.4th prioritizing the root ..This is by making the top 3 into 1 and see what is the actual cause n keep asking why hw why why n go into the deepest why n try to solve it.Brain handle one task better at a time.Multi tasking is fine with physical activities bt I realzd in order to solve an issue mentally,focus is imprtnt like trainin muscles otherwise mind muscle connection cant b achved.Same goes to prb,handle one at a time n move on otherwise solution wil be hard n wil take away our peace n smile for weeks.One at a time is the key when its involvin brain n emotion.

Peer Pressure

Pressure
Months bck,when i had prb wit exm,I seek advce frm a frnd of mine that was clse wit me then.Despte al the explntn she advcd me frm her point of view sumtin irrelevant.I realzd sumone tat sailing smooth wouldnt undrstnd abt rough seas and almst everyone claimed tat thy dnt hv time for othrs cz thy r 'busy'.Most listen not to understnd bt to say sumtin literally react rather than respnd.Hwever that day,cz of that reaction I cm to a point that if pressure n stress hit me hard again,I cant depend on others.I need my own formula n ltr I created one that works well for me n my frnds.I sensed lot of ppl that seems rich is rich cz they can handle tremendous amnt of pressure,bttr than the average ppl.The pressure that I meant isnt wrking 14hrs in a hsptl under someone's order n end of the mnth earn a salary.That wrk pressure for mnth's end salary wil b never ending if I go with the flow wit a victim's mentality.Doesnt mttr hw many ppl lyin that they love their job,for some,wrking in an over populated hsptl slowly make them feel like thy missing some part of their life I realzd.That so cld healthcare bcm sickcare n whle handling sickness of others I cant make myself sick of life.It wil make the service bcm 'work for the sake of money' mindset as it is nw.For that ppl stdy more n more,not to be exprt bt for the sake of mny cz the competition is gettin bad day by day.The pressure that Im addressing shld plant a seed in life not plucking the flwers away n extrme pressure nvr result in efficacy in any field of work I learnt.

Books

My frnd askd me,wtf im reading bsnss books whn im doing medicine.One of my frnd tat stpd med halfway frm Russia askd if I did the same.. No such thing by god's grace.I believed I didnt chse Bangladesh,bt that cntry chsd me 4 a reasn n hit me hrd with exprncs n lssns tat mny wnt evn dream abt.My frnd used to told me that I shld regrt wit things I had done in the pst whnevr tld him I dnt.Regret is the most abundant pessimism that majority of us faced.Its oni hard to see optimistic persn,negtivty is easy.I usd regret as a tool too bt i dnt regrt regrdin past.Past is a lesson,i usd regrt n flip it into my sort of postvy.I think abt future and initiate the regrt by thnkng wat if I didn do this n tat.Wat wil hpn 2 yrs frm nw if I didnt do tat thng tat cm into my head,I regrt such a way.I nvr thnk abt past and regrt cz watever i had done,it tght me a lesson that I oni can learn frm such situations.Regrdin busnss,I realzd whatever i do doesnt matter hw gud i deal wit sum1 in the end its al comes to sales.Without sales,nothing else matter so I dig deep down hw could I sell my ideas.I realzd selling a product is less prftble thn selling a skill 4 mankind.Ltr I realzd by being a doctor I cld oni tc of few at a time,bt by being in busnss I cld touch life of millions of ppl at a time..Frnds n fmly is the bad partnshp in busnss.I sensed a manager n sales persn both dealing with ppl but their pay is diff for a reason.One fllw guidelines prep by sum1 n 1 prep the guidelines 4 othrs.Whn my frnds unncsrly volunteer to invst for my idea n self claimed to be a partner n orderin me not to include this persn n tat,he is the frst prsn i exclude.I dnt need mnny,I jst need visionary ppl tat can thnk beynd the edge not for num bt 4 the goal.I seldom see such ppl.Sumtim its lonely,at times its hectc,at times even famly doesnt gt the point for my act,bt whn the contrct basis fckd up systm scrw up life of mny dctrs,I wil help thm to lead a hppy life.My cntry is worst wit capitlsm i realzd.Sum race r insecure,sum r extrmly greedy n sum r lazy bt even if I fail,I blve I wil learn sumtin useful frm it.

Ghost

Ghost
Since I hv to b alne for 4 dys,ntg seems interesting thn sharing abt ghst.For many tht tpic remain as a myth,prhps an advntre wit adrnaline rush incldin 4 me;once.Many nvr believe such tings bt frm my exprnce,nvr evr rent a hz that bein given at a cheaper rate cmpre to othr houses in a buildin.Befre I saw 'them',i tot its fun n wondering whn I can actly see thm bt once I felt their presence and literally saw a lady smiling and vanishing passing the room door,a guy with a black hat starin at me,small kid crawling on the bedside ,burnt man,some ugly devilish huge head creatures,hairy spooky figures etc rit infrnt u whn u opn ur eyes sudnly in the mid of nit,darkness and sleep arent a peaceful ting anymore in life.These r just few exmp bt hnstly those arent ghst,mayb sum roamin spirits ..The gud thing was,I hv never seen any of them twce excpt this girl befre an Uzur finally believed my stries aft saw me losing weight day by day.The holy wordings arnd the wall and the nails at 4 crnr of the bed rly helped excpt whn I cm bck hm after late bloody ot nit or aft forensc autopsy classes.That nite I was alone n while passin my frnds room,I saw a girl sitting at the edge of the bed.I told my self tat its my imagination.I sensed it wasnt a joke anymr when the stdy table's drwer opnd itself the moment I close my eyes.That was the first time I saw tat whte figure with long hair,almst floating at the corner of the bed pointing finger at me.Studies slp n peace gone jst like tat for 1 n hlf year n hw I survived,recvrd n the rest of the distrbnce was history.Whatvr it is,it made me brave to such extnd that being alone in a haunted hz nvr bother mch.Yet wking up looking at sum1 staring at u,sitting crwld on top of cupbrd,stndin at the door,sitting on top of u trying to choke u,or hnging on top u frm the fan or the male female combo weird voice n the whspring kinda traumtc up to this day.Such things frm diff dimension oni seems fun til we see them with our eyes.No friends wil b there even whn thy knw they shld.Its btwn u,the spirit and a split moment betwn life n death.Keep your pride n ego aside.It can shatter in a second when such ting pay u a visit.