After more than a week,finally he's out of ICU and msgd me.The first thing he sent, 'bro I have returned to normal'. ☺
Glad to hear that,some sort of invisible relief perhaps.It feels really awkward when someone that msging and talking to us almost everday suddenly isnt there anymore.Its fine if its temporary but when its permanent;I hate that feelings.In the beginning each demise especially on my arms ruined my whole day..With time it bcm normal.Doesnt matter how normal it became,when something happened to someone that I knw,the heartache never fades doesnt matter how many life departed infront of my eyes..I wonder why it feels that way..best friend..?I dont think so I have one.Someone is there with us today,smiling with us,scold us,driving us crazy,irritate us,at times we felt how nice if we're just alone without such nuisance..When they isnt there anymore,thats the moment the heart and mind seeks so much to talk with,for forgiveness,one last chance,one last time to spend time with n etc..How funny it sounds..How silly we are at times I wondered...It took absence and pain to make us realize the worth of something or someone.How nice if this kind of appreciation for a person remains 24/7 in our head,keeping our phone a side when someone is talking to us,never talk bad abt sumone cz we knw that tmrw is uncertain ...Each day,each lesson turning me into someone that I wasnt yesterday..
Get well soon brotha.
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