Lakdhesz: Happy New Year 2018

When I see Humans as a living species ,I hate them because they shows their colors.When I see them as soul,I love them because they seems colorless

Happy New Year 2018

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From skinny 45kg underweight in 2008 ,became bulky 78kg in 2014 n from no where I f*cked up everything and ended up as 91kg useless piece of meat in 2015;just within a year..Many people out there might self diagnose themselves as depressed.The subtle way to distinguish yourself if you're depressed or acutely sad is by observing how you seek the remedy.Sad people seek company,they need to be surrounded by people but depressed and broken people detached themselves from reality and everyone else around,prefered to be alone behind their room doors.You might wondering what if u feeling both at the same time?You need someone around for a moment and hours later u feel like being alone and hide yourself under your blanket.Such scenarios occurs because of the imbalance of the dual voice in your head.The only thing I realized and learned all this while was,any sort of negative feelings is like a flow of river.You can't stop the flow the next day by any simple action.You need to build a freaking huge dam over time and re- channel the energy into something beneficial with constant monitoring,otherwise everything would be disastrous.If u dont know the way,seek help than suffering alone.

Happy prosperous New Year in advance.

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