Without sleep, it's hard to focus and produce a content.Doesn't matter how much I train myself for this situation,lack of sleep hampered my willpower.It's like I can't control that one thing- looking for sweet and sugary foods.
The two person that controls the willpower,the rational thinking and emotional thinking became imbalance.
Emotional mind won.
STILL, I moved my ass to burn that excess calories from that over excess sugars.
While walking back home ,I saw a beggar begging for money from a guy.That generous guy took 10 taka from his pocket and asked the beggar if he have 5 taka chance back.Maybe everyone in this world is begging for something I thought.Some for job,some for degree, some for care,some for money and the list goes on.No one is in such state that they can nor capable of giving something willingly for someone.
The beggar said may God bless you and walked forward and disappeared in the crowd.
If there's a God in the first place,If he is the ultimate power,why don't he change the mind of every human being into a neutral, loving and caring human.He could eliminate all the bad things from human.If He wants, of course He can ,right? After all he is the God.
Then I realized,If he did that,there's no fun for him right?If he is really up there some where in the first place,at least He could remove congenital illness from mankind.He too sounds selfish.At least it would reduce the burden of studying congenital problems for exam.
New case.This time I won't let them die.Starting with correcting her microbiome.
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