Fake Video Spoiled My Sleep |Her in Every Hero

In the middle of a warm night,loud phone's ringtone was extremely annoying.

With eyes still closed,I tried to reach my phones under my pillow with my left hand.

I took it out but it wasn’t the ringing phone.

Setting all phones with a similar Hans Zimmer's Is She with You from Batman Vs Superman was a mistake I thought.

It was 1.34 A.M.

A WhatsApp call from my friend

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I answered,"Hello,sleeping?"he asked.

"No was cooking."

"Haha,sorry sorry I thought you would be awake, that's why called you,"he said with an annoying smile.

"Well, anything important?" I asked so that I can continue my sleep if it's just a useless conversation.

"Bro,did u heard about it?"

"What? You're pregnant?"

"Bro..,"he sighed.

“Come to the point,I’m very sleepy and I have to get up early tomorrow.”

“It’s about your girlfriend bro,”he said and that single sentence turned me fresh from my sleepy state.

“Who,my ex?”I asked slowly.I just don’t feel good when someone uttered such words.

“No,not your ex,your girlfriend.”

Since when I had a girlfriend without me myself knowing it I thought.

“Who is that la?”

“Pallavi,’he replied.

“Bro for god sake,please!”

He laughed and continued ,”Bro,do you know that there’s a video went viral about her?”

“Hmm,your tone seems very happy about it and you called me at this time just to tell me this?”

“No bro,I just wanted to asked, that’s all,”he said.

  
“Listen here. When I look at a man’s physical body,I felt that physical body today is an absolute reflection of only one thing.
Not his goal,not his desire but

his standard.If your identity,your standard resemble like an athlete there's an energy in a regular basis because that's who you are.That’s how I see a girl as well.Just because I’m her best friend’s friend now,my dreamy and playful words aren’t reality.

That girl wont even act by exposing herself  nor desperate for a chance.
When someone is the talk of the town ,this is normal but use some common sense and you will know that no one will do such thing and keep a video of it.”

“No bro,I just asked,that’s all.”

“Just because I have experienced betrayal and disloyalty, I didn’t see everyone as the same .We human ,most of us  having a dual character. What people around us know about us and what we knew about our self aren't the same .We all have secrets.

In life ,I came across many people.Girl that told me that she will never forget me completely ignored me.Girl that asked me not to ever leave her ,left  .So I don’t take human ,especially girls seriously.

 I'm not even her fan. Liking someone way too much will turn into an obsession so I don't want to have any sort of obsession towards a human being..."
"But you know,'I continued ,
"There are some people that when you see them,your heart skips a beat.
That’s how I felt when I saw her. Long hair,acne scars,duck like face,confident,I don’t know why,I love those traits..She’s a star but how I see the world is different.We all are one.Homo sapiens divided by gene,blood groups and emotions.The rest are the same.What made me up,her ,you and a moon are the same thing so nothing is impossible but what I want from life isn’t a girl,love ,relationship anymore.
Robots ,Artificial Intelligence,space,going to moon,these are the thing that in my head 24/7.

Going to the moon could be a one way trip so I don’t want someone to depend on me.that is why I remain single.Sometime I felt Armstrong didn't really went to the moon.Maybe they went to the orbit but if they really landed..seems suspicious.Either no man had ever landed there,or they went later but not as being claimed as the first man landing or no one could actually go there.How lunar wave works is still not understandable.I wonder if it would wipe out your spacecraft or there's really extraterrestrial life up ,we can't be sure so it's a deadly dream. ”

“Sorry bro,”he said.

“No bro,don’t be sorry.You telling her as my girlfriend is cute indeed.You know,that butterflies in your gut kinda feeling but these video,bullshit,fuck them all.
That day,when my aunt saw my phone’s wallpaper,she asked 
"Is that your girlfriend ,?
I said yes.When she tried to look clearly,she said,"This is the girl from the rowdy baby song right?"
“Yes,during my wedding please don’t asked her to dance okay,”I teased.
When everything seems dim ,such imaginary imagination made me smile, that’s all.

Have you ever wondered how some one would felt when they’re undergoing such fake news and everyone is excited about it.It’s a single person against a vast group.Even the strongest might felt the pain.

When I was in Bangladesh,I used to roamed around the hospital after classes.I don’t talk with anyone,I just walk from one end to another .While walking I used to observe the people around me.Unlike Malaysia,the entire hospital will be crowded with people.I noticed something.I don’t want to talk about the man,because it’s a different topic entirely.I used to came across girls,woman that took care of their father,husband,brother ,son by sleeping at the corridor.The toilets are terrible but they are the one that took care of everything by staying there.It's a horrible place to stay. trust me.
When  kids being naughty ,I have seen the fathers screamed with their deepest voice but a mother,even when the kids are disable, troublesome, they just cared them with so much of love.It's a beautiful sight and only a female could provide such warmness.That is why you need them and that is why you need to respect a real woman..Otherwise man would wipe out the entire woman population.Thank God we can't produce babies.

There are some girls who are super fucked up,I agree,screw them.Same like the existence of  some asshole males  out there among us.,but there I sensed the other side of that group,the most amazing trait of a woman.Like the saying there’s a her in every hero,don’t treat everyone as the same with fake news."