Day 9-Preparation

My alarm didn't ring today 😐 .Somehow I managed to open the gym by 9.15am yet it was 1 hour and  15 minutes  late.

I managed to reduce his weight  1 kg in 6 days.I don't know why those foreigners can't give up on drinking milk.

I thought it would be easy to workout if I work in a gym but I realized it's not as  what I thought.The weather and lack of sleep made me exhausted way too early.I can't even focus on my writing.

The page that I created for this gym seems working much better than those fitness and health pages of mine.This simple add on for a business seems like a great tool.

The main branch only make around rm5k per month but this gym already made this much in such short period of time,thanx to Fb marketing.It reaches everyone way easier and faster.

The boss claimed that I'm the CMO(Marketing and managing ), CFO (for handling their cash) and trainer of the gym.Sounds big but just for 2 branches of the gym.I knew that he is trying to manipulate my brain with words but I wanted to work in a gym for a specific  reason and his words do nothing .I will share what happened during the first night in this gym some other time but I'm aware that working here is way too risky.

This screwed my diet.

Consequences.

I don't know why my Pathology madam calling me almost everyday even though I didn't answer any of her calls.

Some low quality people that took and post your content on their page without your knowledge.Fck it,after all it's just knowledge that I created for the use of others for free but I learnt a valuable lesson from it.

I don't just read them but I tried my self to learn the pros and cons as  well.

The one thing that I realized was,the more I feed my brain with informations,the more money I make..

I only train people with health problem but this is the only guy that I rejected and didn't pay much attention.People who have money and have the tendency of showing off isn't my cup of tea.Money isn't the only thing that matter.I'm  aware that even the basic of living like shelter and food is obtain with materialistic money,but what I seek and why I  only help certain people is definitely not about money,it's more than that.

The protein cookies that I tried by adding 60mg of gingo biloba with 24g of protein and only 3 g of sugar.I wanted to make a healthy food for others and use the money to expend my  plan regarding safety but during our brainstorming session last week in a club with my lawyer and accountant friend who were  part of my team,I realized it's way too complicated.Even though the maximum amount of tax Malaysian Gov imposed is 24%,unlike USA,you have to pay tax even for online business here.Other than that,I learnt that when u start a business here in Malaysia,either start very small or very big but since it's a food,the formalities such as halal certificate and etc seems way too overwhelming. Let say it become big,hygiene,rental,worker ,stuff needed for it won't let me to go and settle in other country i felt.So i dropped the plan.Whenever I bring the team and get them the alcohol they needed,I only talk about stuff like this otherwise I get super bored because I prefer a wine and solitude.That's when the ideas flows.

While waiting for the next omen,I just can't stop that rage and urge in me so I kept talking with at least 3 new people everyday,persuing them and observing who actually  think as me.I need more brains. With Syria's USA bombing and Russia's rudeness indicating WW3,I just want to eradicate animals that cause harm to another soul, at any cause.I just can't sleep because this.

I don't know if I'm a terrible teacher or my student is super creative but I'm sure this boy gona be someone a day.

Like Tesla,I will never spend a penny for advertisement.

Started with 201 followers.

If I can do this,Im sure that I can  attract real reader for that page as well.At a point, I realized  that likes and social media fame is an illusion.When i seeked help from them to help others and got ignored,that's when i realized that those bunch of crap is unnecessary.Me and my team is more than enough to make a change.

I made a new friend 2 days back (I named her Lazy because she is super old ,lazy  af  and in terrible shape)to share my left over unfinished rice and chicken bones.

I gave a small piece of rice for the ants but those fckrs prefer my sweets than rice.They love fast digesting glucose than complex carbs I realized.Ants back in Bangla were much better..Few of them will carry that one small rice particle and vanished from my sight.Even though they were red ants,they dont cause any problem to me except while I'm  sleeping.Maybe because I rolled on them while sleeping but they were my best friends during that toughest 4 month.

A year back when she was pregnant with a swollen face.

White mother black son. 🤗

Twinie.

4 years back.

3 years back.

Up left:2018 

Up right:2010

Down left:2011 

Down right :2012

How it started. 

Today.Time flyss.

One day she might see this,

'Hi baby,how are you?I hope you're fine.Well,maybe I'm near to you or maybe I'm far,but just remember this,if anyone make you sad,you should know who to call.😆

And never ever be afraid of anything because I'm there for you.People will tell that only the brave will survive but you should know that even the coward will survive in this world but they will live each day with fear.Never ever be in such fear even for a day because, there's an army behind you and lead your life like a princess.Break anyone's  face if they hurt you.I will take care of rest.With love mamz.