Day 7-Health or Safety

I Don't know how else to release the rage.

"Why are you so silent today?"
"Nothing,just thinking about something.Can we go somewhere else,less noisy perhaps?"I asked.
"You're  not in the mood to party is it?"
"Definitely no,"I answered.

We went to a different place,much quieter than the previous place.I looked for a table away from crowd and saw a table at the corner parallel to the counter.

"Am I bad in terms of girls matter?"I asked him.
"You're a waste in that bro,"he answered in a split second without even thinking.


It made me smile.Any kind of bad habits only hurts you but when it's about a girl,it involves another soul so I don't try to misuse someone's trust and peace.That's the concept I always follows.

"So tell me,what happened?You saw your ex somewhere and that's why you moody?"he questioned.
"Nola,"before I complete my sentence,the waiter came to take our order.

"Which one is more important in your point of view,health or safety?"I asked.

"Health for sure he said."

For years I asked the same question to many before I figured out my own answer which justify my soul.

"Which one is important in your point of view?I'm sure it's health too since you're in that field right?"he asked and answered the question himself.

"For me,even google can help you with health issues but in term of safety,even police won't help you at time when u seek justice.So safety is my priority."

He looked at me without uttering any words.

"So what's this about?"

"Yesterday I saw Asifa's news and it bothered me alot."

He was listening.

"Do you know how a rape victim react when they saw a male doctors in ot's.Their fear itself explained what they went through."
"Few times,I have seen such cases came to ortho ot because of fractured limbs during the rape.They will be accompanied by the  police but nothing takes out the phobia from their soul. You know how a dead body of a rape victim looks during autopsy?The bite mark ,the condition of hymen,it's disturbing each time I saw them.I always wondered how painful it would be when I saw bite marks on the innner aspect of the upper leg at times."

"Don't think about all that bro,just enjoy your meal.In a week,everyone will forget about this issue and talk about something else.Thats life,"he sighed.

"No dei.What I saw in Bangladesh as a doctor  is not something that can be ignored."

"All that made me to dream to build a satellite one day which has an algorithm that can detect such crimes from the orbit.I visualize that those satellite comes with pancuronium,sedatives ,live bullets which can strike from up there."

"Wow,that's a wild dream bro and it's doesn't sounds possible at all,"he aclaimed.

"When there's a will,there is a way bro.You know what,so far I have mailed and dm 49 people and no one ever reply me.Navin Jain,Mellinda Foundation,Tom Bilyue,even the Rock but no one ever replied me."

"Who going to fund for good thing you tell me?Cigarette is so harmful.Those who created it could make it simple but they add so much of harmful chemical that makes you become addictive.Why?Because that's what makes the profit.Your plan won't be profitable and do you thing its possible to do scan the whole world?"he asked with a sinister smile.

"It's possible if I send 30 satellite to the orbit which operate when the world is in dark,at night.That's when majority of the crime happens.I can make it profitable too,"I explained.

"Dream on bro!Why the hell do you think such a way?Please be a normal human and lead a happy life,"he said."If you create anything like that,the privacy of humans will be a concern and you too will face problem like Mark,the FB guy.You don't wana interrupt in the mid of a threesome,"he made silly jokes.

"I thought about it as well and I kept thinking how to help if a crime happen in a building.You can't just blast the whole building.That's in my concern too and I felt the universe will unfold the ways for me soon.I'm  just following the omen,"I said with uncertainty.

I continued,"I don't know bro.Since small I always have this whys in me.When my math's teacher told me that every number if divide by its same value it become one,for an example 7÷7 is 1.But I will be day dreaming why 0÷0 is 0 not 1.I don't pay much attention to the teacher because my whys never get  answered and when the teacher suddenly  asked questions ,I wil stood with a blurred  face and she will pull my ears til it felt like the ear gona come out from my head."

"Hahaha,see!Too much why isn't helpful bro."

I looked at him and wondered why he can't think as me.
"So do you have any recent whys in your head?"he was curious.

"My brain never stop thinking,"I answered.

"Share one of your latest why,"he asked with enthusiasm.

"Hmmm,I wondered if we all came from a single cell,one became two ,two became four n  etc.Basically billions of years ago, we we're a cell,then a type of fish but now,we are humans.There are birds,dogs,cow and etc but we all came from a single cell once .What it means?When some of the creatures went out from the water,it became land animals and now we're human.I wondered if environment caused that kind of extreme changes, what will happen to cancer cells when we change their environment.As Charles Darwin said,we are super adaptive and thats why you and me are talking now."

"Hmmm,how do you want to change the environment of a cancer?"he asked with a confused face.

"By changing their fuels,from glucose to ketones."

"Sugar came to human hundred years back.There are evidence of cancer in ancients mummies but its very rare.What will happen if I stop giving the body glucose and make it run on ketones?"

I have so many whys and if I share everything, all the research and answers that I found, you will get bored.

"Try kickstarter web for your projects.They will fund you."he gave an idea.

"Without copyrights,if my ideas goes to the bad hand,it would be disastrous.Flying drones with such weapons will do more harm than good so even if I make it happen,it should only be used by military not for common people."

"Then drop your plan because no one is going to help you if you're not going to sell it to everyone,"he said.

"I can't.Each day,I wake up and go to bed with the same thoughts; how to make it happen.If i just leave it,I wont be happy at all.So don't be so discouraging please,"I said while looking at those people around.Everyone is happy, having a good time.I wondered how many people out there are facing hard time some where on earth right now and how many did actually praying to God for help at this second.

"Definitely that 8 years old soul too hoped that someone will come and help her right?"I continued.

"You aren't batman or superman.Just another common man.You yourself is having so much of problems but you thinking about others.First  you then the rest ,"he said.

"It only takes 300million usd to be a batman.I can be more than that with half of the amount.No one can make dramas with nuke.No Boko Haram or Isis or Al Qaeda can take a life of another.Living is the rights that God gave to us.Someone monetize the whole system for the benefit of a selected group.Be it law ,education,working system,everythin is indirectly training you to work for someone and die and everyone is convienced that,that's the way of  life and living..Human follows the pattern ,suffering each and everyday.When did they feel most alive?Once in awhile by recreation and holidays.There is a saying in marine,every one want to go to heaven but no one is willing to die.That's what we're  facing and I don't want that."

"Bro,even a thousand ringgit is so hard to earn and you're  saying 'just' 300m usd!You can dream big but not this big,"he sighed.

"One day, the world's peace will be in my hand and when it happen,the word terrorist will be seen only in a dictionary,"I said while sharing a laughter with him.
But deep inside,the rage never stops and I meant every single word I told him.

When I see them everyday,the rage to create a safe and peaceful world for them,never ends