What Im gona share tody wil be quite long,so I wil divide the story into few post.This is not for anyone but for myself,a reminder that I can read again in future when the same situation repeats.Past few days,as I shared before,my mood was extrmly bad as if im havin pms.
The incident strtd wit a helmet visor.Since the day i cm bck til nw,cz of roamin here n there under bldy hot sun,i bcm darker than before,I cant eat prply,I didn slp prply,I lose weight,i cant read fnsh my books cz my mum keep tlking wit me at nite n I lost my peace totally..I went to gt a visor for my hlmt cz when it rains,I cant see prply cz my glasses bcm wet.The ownr took the money,gv me the visor and asked me to fix myself.I tried for so long bt i cant fix it.It made me sweat af n aft 15mint tryin,I bcm mad.I went to her,askd her if one day u cm to my clnc ,what if i tk the paymnt,give the med n syrnge n ask u to inject urself?Is it ok?Hnstly i said it in such a rude way n the husbnd cm n fix it for me.He used few extra tools n bascly it cant b done by myself.She noticed I cant fix it bt she didn even ask if I need any help..Frm there I went to a chckn rice shop and askd him to parcl for me chckn for rm5.He mistknly prep 5 pckt of chkn rice.It made thngs worse..I sounded him n the worker if u both an idiot or what,cancel everytin,n walkd away frm that shop..I argued wit everyone tat day..I just dnt knw why.My bp was nrml.My unmarried auntie had a total knee replcmnt n Im the one who went n signed al the forms.She was under my care to b frnk n aft a week,I went to brng her bck.Pushin the wheelchr,carryin her stuff,payin,gting her med,went n brng the car that I parked far away to the entrnce etc ,everytin made me angry cz i didn even eat anytin n the road was fckin jam.The hypo making thngs criticl for me.At nite she cld n asked me to cm n stay at her plce.She didn even ask if I can bt asked me to cm.It made me angry even more.
The incident strtd wit a helmet visor.Since the day i cm bck til nw,cz of roamin here n there under bldy hot sun,i bcm darker than before,I cant eat prply,I didn slp prply,I lose weight,i cant read fnsh my books cz my mum keep tlking wit me at nite n I lost my peace totally..I went to gt a visor for my hlmt cz when it rains,I cant see prply cz my glasses bcm wet.The ownr took the money,gv me the visor and asked me to fix myself.I tried for so long bt i cant fix it.It made me sweat af n aft 15mint tryin,I bcm mad.I went to her,askd her if one day u cm to my clnc ,what if i tk the paymnt,give the med n syrnge n ask u to inject urself?Is it ok?Hnstly i said it in such a rude way n the husbnd cm n fix it for me.He used few extra tools n bascly it cant b done by myself.She noticed I cant fix it bt she didn even ask if I need any help..Frm there I went to a chckn rice shop and askd him to parcl for me chckn for rm5.He mistknly prep 5 pckt of chkn rice.It made thngs worse..I sounded him n the worker if u both an idiot or what,cancel everytin,n walkd away frm that shop..I argued wit everyone tat day..I just dnt knw why.My bp was nrml.My unmarried auntie had a total knee replcmnt n Im the one who went n signed al the forms.She was under my care to b frnk n aft a week,I went to brng her bck.Pushin the wheelchr,carryin her stuff,payin,gting her med,went n brng the car that I parked far away to the entrnce etc ,everytin made me angry cz i didn even eat anytin n the road was fckin jam.The hypo making thngs criticl for me.At nite she cld n asked me to cm n stay at her plce.She didn even ask if I can bt asked me to cm.It made me angry even more.
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