Relationship

• At nght I went to wtch mv wit my frnd.I went to a diff plce cz I dnt wana see any 'unwantd' ppl.My bad luck,i saw this 'frnd' of mine.She saw me too bt she ignrd me.The same grl ,a mnth bck,when she had a dental prb n sufferin wit pain n exm,I went and searchd for topicl benzocaine at each n every phrmcy in Ctg.Aft more than 1 hr,I found it n bght it for her.Thats jst one exmple.She was so nice til the moment she left to Mlysia(As usual).It wasnt new for me bt I dnt knw why whnever she havin prb,i cant help myself to avoid her bt wil b there for her.For anyone facin hrd time.Whle exitin the mall,my frnd saw her strtd to poke me sayin tat 'look,that ur gf/ex/frnd n she cm here n going bck at 1am aft a mv.Did u see if she cm alone or with a guy bla22 😒.Doesnt mttr hw mch i ignre her,her sight alwys gv so mch of pain cz I can nvr frgt nor fgve her.This kind of so cld strght frwrd mthrfck doesnt matter cousins,siblings,frnd that sit bsde u tryin to gt into ur head is a real prb that wil spoil ur day n ur repo.(i shre more abt this type of frnds ltr).I was so down for a moment..The feelin was very unplsnt.I saw her car bhnd me.I tried to ignre her again.Whle waitin at the trffc light,I asked myself..Whats wrong wit u..U was well al this whle n whnever u cm bck here,the same shit hpn again n again..U cant run frm prblms n heartache.Why Im no more proactve bt bcm reactive for everytin..why i let othr ppl's wrds ruin my day.Im reactin for everytin,no more respndin.Aft all,she was the grl tat meant the world for me once n doesnt matter she like me or not,as long as she is hppy,it shld b fine for me.As long as she is under my sight,she is my respnblty.She is jst anthr human as me,n I dnt knw whats insde her head nw..I hv my self wrth n I wil set her free frm tdy,I told myself.I turned n look at my cousin,askd him to STFU n fllwd her car al the way bck not to stalk her bt to ensure tat she went bck safely.Its was rly late..Thats what a man shld do even if she dont like me anymre.I nvr knw what she fcing.Mayb she was depressd,she mght faced lot of prb,she's lonely or any legit reason that I nvr knw n mayb that is why she cm alone..Things can be seen this way too isnt it..