Habits

Aft went to temple,I went early to gym cz I wana spend time alone reshuffle my own stuff cz its gettin messed up since the day I cm bck.Once I entrd gym,the caretkr askd if i dnt hv any job,why Im so early.He askd my age n said i looked way too old n when I said I stdied at Bngldsh,he strtd his own review same as othrz.I hv no idea abt the dr out there.For me,hw i see myself is diff.The frnd of mine tat went 2 yrs ltr thn me to India graduated n every1 cmpred abt it to me.Let me shre hw I wrk eventho im stil not offcly wear my whte coat posin wit a steto arnd my neck.Lets kp this prsn idnty confdntl(this prb was in bngldsh).She had 2 kids n the son frqntly had diarrhoe n stmchache pst 6 yrs.He gt well wit med bt the prb kpt repeatin n no dr could cure the root bt thy mnge the symptm wit med n albndzle past 4 yrs.For sum its lk im blwin my own trmpt bt i dnt gv othrs rghts to dwngrd me.She told me wit tear abt the prb n i sensd tat the sistr was fine despte bth eatin the same food the mum cookd.I wnt to their hm n obsrvd what wrng.Aft sumtime i knws wats wrng wit the boy by observin them.They play outside mst of the time n this boy here n had a hbit of bitin nails.I realzd there is whr the prb lies.Bittin nails past 6 years is a chrnc psychological prb n its not easy to crct it wit meds or asking him to stp.Stght frwrd thrpy nvr wrks wit addctn if u realze as a human.So that day I went bck n was thnkin hw to solve that prb..bck in Bangldsh,the Dr's arnt as arrngnt as Malaysian.They listen to us(the hghr their post,the hghr their arrgncy )..So I was thnkin a way to solve it without involvin drs cz I knw no one like it whn we crct them n no one hv tat mch time for othrs.That night,aft thnkin so mch I sensed I cant solve it myself n went bck to the boy the next day..Whn I askd him,he explnd to me hw he felt b4 he strtd bitin his nails..